7:08 AM Wednesday, October 14, 2020 (PDT) Time in Buellton, CA

Key of Resolution : Inexhaustible In Depths

THE PRICE GOOD MEN PAY FOR INDIFFERENCE TO PUBLIC AFFAIRS IS TO BE RULED BY EVIL MEN.

I pray that I may not let the beast in me hold me back from my spiritual destiny. I pray that I may rise and walk upright.


  Today I will be back in the office, working Yesterday I was not in the office, Lisa was using it, kind of, for training. Time spent at the beach is going well and my work performance could use some attention. The most memorable thing about yesterday was Lisa, Seth and I went to tehegious and sawn while the sun was setting, and Seth and I practiced our warrior battle cry - screaming into the sun... it was capitol. I've been thinking allot about work and money, and how I don't have either.

Something I could do for Lisa is help her be ready for tonight.
Something nice Seth would appreciate is hanging his TV
Something Jeanne would appreciate is some time, just the two of us.
and something Rachael would like is some time with me and mom.


I am up earlier than I thought - I swore I heard and alarm go off and, well, now Im up early. I hear my keyboard keys clicking away in a quiet house. I see JavaScript and dark office outlines of equipment. I am a little weary. I pretend to have money - when Im totally broke. I feel uncertain about my financial situation. I touch on these issues lightly. I worry I should be giving them more serious consideration. I am happy regardless. I understand that things take time. I dream in color - I think. I try to do right by my family. I am always behind. I am grateful for for this quiet, peaceful morning.
I am grateful for the food and for the joy of living.
I am grateful for being here, right here, right now.

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