8:34 AM Friday, October 9, 2020 (PDT) Time in Buellton, CA

Key of Resolution : Sincerity Of Being

NO ONE EVER GOT GOOD AT SOMETHING ONLY BY WATCHING OTHERS DO IT.

I pray that I may welcome the bonds of true fellowship. I pray that I may be brought closer to unity with God and other people.


  Today I will be driving back to the desert, possibly, to pick up the last of the furniture and get the house ready for renting. Yesterday I was trying to work, but went to Santa Barbara for a car appointment with Toyota of Santa Barbara, wich was absolutely worthless. Sleep is going well and waking up could use some attention. The most memorable thing about yesterday was fighting with Lisa over money when, Im really grateful for our financial situation. I've been thinking allot about us being a family in this new house and what that looks like.

Something I could do for Lisa is apologizing for my reaction to her talk about finances.
Something nice Seth would appreciate is 10 minutes to just talk and I listen.
Something Jeanne would appreciate is reading the book together.
and something Rachael would like is a phone call or visit just to say hello.

I am distracted every 10 minutes. I hear Seth, next to me on his laptop doing school. I see the green grass in the front yard through my office window. I am distracted. I pretend its ok to be distracted. I feel tired and anxious. I dont want to go back to the desert, at all. I touch the cold coffee to my lips. I worry about my teeth, I don't treat them very well. I am still distracted. I understand everyone needs help, including me. I dream not having to go back to the desert anytime soon. I try to stay positive and do the right thing. I am tired. I am grateful for my financial situation.
I am grateful for this new home.
I am grateful for family, who are my friends.

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