8:49 AM Tuesday, October 13, 2020 (PDT) Time in Buellton, CA

Key of Resolution : The Grace Of External Brilliance


I pray that I may be willing to grow. I pray that I may keep stepping up on the rungs of the ladder of life.

  Today I will be around the house maybe, Im not sure. Lisa and Seth have taken over the office for the day. Yesterday I was in the office with Seth all day, not sure that is condusive to my productivity ut it seems to be working for him. Living in Buellton is going well and unpacking could use some attention. The most memorable thing about yesterday was having Jeff, Jeanne, Troy as well as Seth, Lisa and me all sitting around the backyard table while Seth read "Don't Get Me Started" and I've been thinking allot about work, and what the fuck am I going to do to make rent.

Something I could do for Lisa is just plan that damn dinner already.
Something nice Seth would appreciate is hanging his TV today.
Something Jeanne would appreciate is some time together.
and something Rachael would like is time together.

I am getting quite warm with the sun on my back. I hear the traffic from highway 246. I see my shadow stretched before me on the long outside table. I am outside and the birds are singing. I pretend to be focused. I feel scattered, a little. I touch the lite plastic mouse. I worry its going to be hard on me being so close to family. I am still waking up. I understand family can be difficult, and that that's ok. I dream of having a day or two alone with my thoughts. I try to stay positive. I am almost to hot to be outside. I am grateful for the coffee and Lisa for making it.
I am grateful for time well spent with family.
I am grateful for this time outside.

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