9:22 AM Tuesday, October 6, 2020 (PDT) Time in Buellton, CA

Key of Resolution : The Essence Of Insight

AN IDEA KEPT TO YOURSELF WON’T CHANGE THE WORLD, BUT AN IDEA THAT IS SHARED MIGHT.

I pray that I may believe that God can change me. I pray that I may be always willing to be changed for the better.


  Today I will be working and hopefully unpacking some boxes, maybe going to Santa Barbara with Lisa. Yesterday I was checking in with my clients, then Lisa, Seth and I went to Santa Barbara. Enjoying the house and settling in is going well and my self care could use some attention. The most memorable thing about yesterday was our trip to Santa Barbara, we played Among Us in the park, had Indian food, Ice Cream at McConnel's, and walked around lower State Street. and I've been thinking allot about how Im going to get paid, job or clients?

I am drowsy. I hear the washing machine going though its cycles. I see the dim sky though the office shades. I am sore in my fingers. I pretend like things aren't upsetting me when they really are. I feel Closter-phobic. I touch on progress and wish it would go faster.... maybe. I worry that Im not doing enough and Im not doing it right. I am just ok. I understand its not all about me all the time. I dream of the house and boxes all put away nice and neat. I try to be quiet and patient. I am dirty and need to clean up.

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