9:27 AM Wednesday, October 7, 2020 (PDT) Time in Buellton, CA

Key of Resolution : The Moral Ideal

BEING LOUD IS NOT THE SAME THING AS BEING RIGHT.

I pray that I may learn to lean on God's strength. I pray that I may know that my weakness is God's opportunity.


  Today I will be working, I need money desperately. Yesterday I was running around Santa Barbara with Lisa. Family is going well and eating ice cream at night could use some attention. The most memorable thing about yesterday was cooking a tri-tip on the griddle while playing Among Us with James, Lisa, and Seth. I've been thinking allot about how I am going to be self sufficient.

I am rested. I hear Seth and Lisa talking in the kitchen. I see myself as an impostor sometimes. I am happy to have moved. I pretend to have things under control. I feel anxious. I touch on what I should do, but don't do it. I worry about my health. I am grateful. I understand things take time. I dream of music, and wake up with weird songs in my head. I try to do right. I am grateful.

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